okay, I'll get on with the curse.

I need to be saved. Like now. School's not great to begin with, and its worsened again. Anyhow, since I'm practically doomed this month, doesn't mean I would on the next. God, why this month of all months? I just have to get over this coming Tuesday. Once I'm done with that, I know I'll be fine. Thanks to the classmates for the support and help. No thanks to the fucking teacher.

That's why as I said, I'll get on with the curse.

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I heard from Roycelyn yesterday that KCCO was just one mark away from GOLD. I am seriously pissed. Reminds me a hell lot about the JLPT 4 exam. They just dashed our hopes just for a mark? SERIOUSLY, people should learn to let go. Especially when its just one a small thing, a mark. How difficult can it get? You know how hard they worked for it? You know how many days and hours they spent in school, playing the same two pieces all over again? Do you know that the conductor went down to the school EVERY SINGLE DAY just to help them? Why can't you as the judges just give the fucking mark? WHY SHOULD YOU BE A JUDGE IF YOU CAN'T EVEN LET GO OF SOMETHING THAT SMALL? All their efforts to get a Gold was in vain. And someone had the cheek to ask me what did KCCO get for their SYF, and later asked me if they got COP.

WHAT THE FUCK? I HATE PEOPLE WHO DESPISE CO. IF YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT IT, WHAT RIGHT DO YOU HAVE TO TELL ME THAT MY SCHOOL CAN'T GET ANYWHERE BEYOND COP?

EXCUSE ME, PLEASE REMEMBER THAT THEY GOT SILVER and ALMOST GOT GOLD.

I swear I will literally kill the next person that dares to say anything insulting about my juniors hard work. I never forgot the time when I was still there, when I was in Secondary 2. It was a march past, so CO was the first to perform. We were behind the curtains already, when the MC announced that CO was playing, what did the audience do? COMMENT ON HOW SHIT WE WERE. Hey, please remember that our hearing is better than anyone else. I heard things like "shit", "huh!", "fuck!". ALL AT ONCE. And most of them were schoolmates. OH MY GOD, if you don't support us, it alright. BUT TO PUT US DOWN FOR NO REASON? FUCK YOU.